Listen To The Heartbeats

Listen to the heart beats

I heard a voice
It cries a river...a crimson river..

Listen to heart beats
I heard a whisper
A soft lovely whisper..
That wont last forever

Listen to the hearts beats
I heard a laugh
A tough rough laugh
That never had enough
Of life and its love...

Listen to the heart beats
It tells some stories

Some faking happy ending
Like princess and the fairies
Running happily at the prairies
Smiling, singing and dancing

Listen to the heart beats
I feel alive in a dying heart
Awake from a sleepless night
Rising from a fall
Knowing that i got it all

Listen to heart beats
Just listen....

Falling

Days come and go.

Sleepless night ...
Tears in my eyes..
Running weak on my cheeks..

All was sudden..
Nothing come to sense.
Heart broken so deep..
Feel like it was the end..

The memories was so strong..
Seemed unbreakable..
But Fate has Its own ways..

We tried for a chance and a change..
But whats not meant will never be..

With this heart ache..
I moved on.. with a hope..
Just a smile to cover the troubled soul.

Unseen and Untold..
The Vault to My heart..

Penghujung

Terhenti detik, di tika hening.
Merenung masa yg telah pergi.

Sekilas alam terlintas, Kesempitan waktu.
gugurnya setiap titisan dosa.. atas alpanya jiwa.
tiada pahala mengimbang daya..
Hanya tangis sesal..
Hanya Rintihan keampunan
Yang mungkin tiada makna...



Adakah kan hadir doa?
Adakah kan dtg kiriman dari mereka?
Pernahkah ada?
Adakah aku memberi?
Persoalan dalam kepincangan minda...

Andai ku tinggalkan Duka.. Maafkan Aku..
Andai ku tinggalkan beban... bencilah aku...
Andai ku tiada bermakna... Lupakanlah aku..
Visi siksanya di tika itu..

Meraung tangisan Sunyi...
Di Akhir waktu.. mungkin yg pasti aku bersendiri...
prejudis diriku yg tiada optimis...


Berakhir...

Lagu petang ini..

Aku Yang Berdosa – Shahir

Sejauh mana

Langkah ku di sana

Aku melupakan Mu

Seluas mana

Kau beri padaku

Masih ku angkuh pada-Mu

Segalanya dusta

Gelap mengaburi ku

Ya Allah

Apa yang bisa

Ku tebus kepada-Mu

Atas dosaku

Ya Allah

Ku hina terasa

Biar ku bersujud

Untuk ke syurga-Mu

Segalanya dusta

Gelap mengaburi ku

Ya Allah

Apa yang bisa

Ku tebus kepada-Mu

Atas dosaku

Ya Allah

Ku hina terasa

Biar ku bersujud

Untuk ke syurgamu

p/s : kerap layan lagu nie i don`t really know why.. just feel like it





Masa Kesibukan

Seperti yang tertera tajuknya... tidak disangka saat macam nie boleh menjelma setelah sekian lama.
Setelah "period" santai sekian lama.. workload menjelma tahap maksimum... love it and hate it... but thats life... dengan PCLess lagik.. meja bertimbun dengan bercambahnya kertas-kertas bak cendawan selepas hujan...

Menyirap dengan ICT for some moment sebab delay yang tak bersebab. Sampai Boss masuk baru nak mengulupur deliver replacement.

And finally.. baru workmode tahap skema push for 2 days straight... still not done..and i think it aint gonna be done anytime soon..

Need to find time to write more. Just updates i guess.. sebab dah lama sangat M.I.A...

Write again soon...

p/s: sound like its gonna rain again... alamatnya lemau leeee... wasalam..

Back Again

Its almost the end of the year.... now thats a long2 time since i last dropped by (actuall even opened my blog) to occupied with work or nothing much to share...

but this past few days so much things happened and made me smile.. meeting up new peeps... and so many other stuff.. so i decide i should write more after this....

expressing is better then depressing... be back again soon...

December 2011

Its the end of 2011. At Melaka at the moment on duty. Work calls.
At SDSI Expo.. Crowd Ok.. but Enviroment.. Masyaallah.. Its really havoc with each states putting up many kinds of Local songs as if an audio battle is on.
I thought this was an event to promote business and products, but i didn`t see any of the visitors buying anyhthing...
Met My HotFM buddy.. long time since i last met him. Came to mind.. i dont really have friends hahahah pathethic me.. well life goes on..
Heading back to KL tommorow afternoon. Can`t wait to be back with my family again.. Till next time.. outie...

wasalams