Lesu

Redup langit....
Mendongak hingga lenguh...

Terasa aliran lesu...
Biar kan mengalir...
Lelah... berdiri....

Jatuh ke bumi...
Bumi ku pijak....
Aku tunduk....

Rempuh rasa, bicara sepi..
Aku disini...
Garapi jiwa...

Jangan fahami..
Jangan..

Songs

I`ll be on my own

Trigger

Pull it dear,
Let loose the shot..
the killing shot..
straight to the heart...

Keep your distance..
My blood might stain you..
this filthy blood...
so dirty...

Ill take the shot
all the blame that fuels the flame.
fueding anger words..
dissapointment. dismay..

don`t cry..
im just gonna die...
its nothing...
like a fading hope...
will be forgotten n replaced...

Pull the trigger...
and laugh it off...
don`t cry...
Its all good...

ONE

One day.. you felt so numb and helpless.

One day.. you felt so broken and useless.

One day.. you can`t seem to make sense.

One day.. you can`t answer those question

One day.. you just wanna sit in silence.

One day.. you cried from what was said.

One day.. you seemed to be so lost.

Once in a day of a life..

Hope and believe of faith 

One day.. all shall be answered..

One day.. all the truth shall be prevailed.

One day.. it all shall be spoken.

One day.. all will be one.

Quote of The Day

Life is lived forward, but understood backwards...

Fikir keliling

Perjalanan..
Terminal hidup
Bersinggah aku seketika..
menghirup udara situasi..

Ku amati kehidupan..
Ku berehat sambil belajar..
Diperlihatkan kelibat dan ragam..
Pelbagai aku dihidangkan..

Aku termanggu.
kekadang aku terpaku..
Bukan Alpa..
sekadar cuba memahami
dalam ruang-ruang minda aku ini..

Persoalan yang mungkin tidak terjawab.
mulut ku terkumat kamit.. entah apa aku sebut.
atau sekadar ekpresi aku sendiri..

derapan langkah insan.
senyuman, kerutan wajah..
aku cuma seorang dengan akal ku..
mereka? mungkin sama denganku.
mungkin tak kesah..
bila-bila pun asal ada...
itulah hidup

sendiri dalam mindaku...
aku tersentak..aku terjaga..
ku angkat langkah..
untuk tiba ke tempat ku inginkan...
sehingga kembali lagi
di perhentian ini...
satu hari nanti..

Sentuhan Listrikmu

Angels

Here I Am

Lying here..
wide awake..
eyes wide open..

salvation save me.
saviour dont desert me..
im merely human
im weak..
come please..
dont forsake me..

spread the wings of hope.
the pain is walking on me..
looking above with hope.
hope to be blessed with love...

tingling in my bones..
fear of losing..
i`ll try and never give up..
even when it seems im losing..
i`ll never let go...
i`ll be judged for my weakness..
i`ve been thru that..
its not something new...

thru all this affection by time.
my journey still prevails..
it might break me...
but im still here....
im still here...

The Push that was to late

its not really about the audition but only the part when they interviewed him about why he entered the audition and bout his wife passing away..the part that moved me when he said " Life is kinda to short".....

Pablo Francisco who??

Warmness Of the Soul

Apa kata aku?

Hari aku bagai kelam, betul kata orang tua-tua.. (yang mana aku yg alpa nie selalu terlupa).. "terlajak perahu boleh undur, terlajak kata"... sambunglah sendiri. Itu realiti yang aku rasa ramai dan kerap secara stereotaip semua orang alami. Tapi apa yang kita pelajari?

Ramai berkata, ramai berbicara.. tapi sebagai manusia.. kita lemah.. kita belajar dan sedia untuk berubah, namun kadar perubahan dan penerimaan itu sangat berbeza mengikut individu. Sesungguh tiada satu makhluk , manusia hatta ciptaan Allah yang diciptakan sama 100%. Semuanya berbeza dan bervariasi, menghimbau aku kembali pada ayat dalam Al-Quran maaf sebab aku terlupa tapi kalau tidak salah lebih kurang " Aku ciptakan kamu wahai manusia bersuku-suku maka berkenalanlah sesama kamu" Aku bertanya pada hati.. berkenalan itu apa maksudnya?

Tampak satu perkataan yang ringkas tapi boleh diadaptasi dalam pelbagai keadaan. Manusia yang berakal.. dan beremosi... ada masa-masa kita cerdas dan cerdik ada masa-masa salah satu dari dua nikmat ini bisa membutakan atau membataskan kita... bukan mempertikai.. tapi mencermin diri sendiri juga... betapa kita kekadang lupa nikmat ini semua.. dan merasakan segalanya milik kita.... segala ini hanya pinjaman...yes its a loan.... nak meminjam dengan tenang atau mahu merunsingkan dan memikirkan segala-galanya... tapi pepatah mat salleh ada jugak berkata " somethings are better left untold".. tapi dek sebab sifat manusia kita maju dan maju... kemana?? ikutlah langkah masing-masing....

Adakah kenal itu bermaksud kita menerima seadanya, sekadar hanya untuk tahu atau pelbagai lagi yang boleh dikaitkan dengan perkataan kenal itu sendiri...

Migrain adehhh sukanya aku merumitkan kepala ku... menambah sakit dadaku.. berpeluh dah hawa dingin pejabat sementara.. hah tanda sudah sampai.. dari semalaman begitu... biasa pada usia begini.. ramai kata masih muda.. tapi bagiku... usia bukan penanda.. pencapaian bukan penanda... kepuasan manusia jika diukur.. tidak akan ada satu pengukur yang mampu mencapai ukuran yang ditetapkanya.....

ok aku perlu menghela nafas.. gigil tangan ku semakin kuat.. peluh mula mengalir... berundur  sementara... Inn Shaa Allah..

Bicara

derap langkah..
langkah sepantas kata..
mungkin kah?

harap dan cita..
realiti masa dan tika...
seiring ingin hati...

diam diam..
kaku bak batu..
hanya kerna terlewat..
tinggal termanggu..
itukah yang kau mahu..
sekadar berlalu?

maaf diri maaf mu.
ada bezanya.. baru ku tahu...

jika lemah itu hanya kelemahan..
maka lemahlah ia..
jika kekuatan itu hanya kekuatan..
kuatlah ia...

rangkap kata rangkap bicara...
luahan rasa...
terima kasih pada jiwa...

This

Pleasure words..
Pleasuring Wisdoms

Machine mentality.
Wanting memories..

Hate In Array.
Emotions go Astray..

What words..
What lost...

Seize the lost moments...
with or without..
Distance don`t count..
The journey was just that...

come by come by..
visions burnt...
barrier of being human..

No regrets,.. just change..

Baru Ku Tahu....

Al-Kisah... disemenjak dua menjak ini dikala nafsu lahap (nafsu makan yer bukan nafsu lain), setelah mentelaah pelbagai jenis makan baru aku tahu, selain alergi pada udang aku dah ada pantang pada sejenis makanan lain...

Semua jenis makanan yang berwarna kuning akan menyebabkan aku dilanda tragedi keanginan.. adusss.. hilang lagi satu nikmat untuk menikmati makanan. Rasionalnya mungkin sebab faktor usia ni antibodi dah mula berkurangan.

Angin bukan sikit-sikit sampai tahap boleh membaringkan diri sampai membujur dibuatnya, jadi sebaik-baik keputusan ialah terpaksa melepaskan nikmat yang satu nie, aku redha aka pasrah.

Bagi yang masih boleh menikmatinya silalah selagi mampu...

Sekian..

How to make it easier to get up early

Getting up at the crack of dawn sucks. We know, and experts know - which is why they've been studying sleep patterns to find out why it sucks so much. Turns out, being an early riser isn't a matter of just setting the alarm; it requires a strategic plan to reset your body's clock by making little tweaks throughout the entire day.


1) Fool Your Internal Clock
Setting your alarm back a full hour is jarring to your system, so take baby steps. Every two days, set the alarm for just 10 minutes earlier. And don't stress out about shifting back the time you go to sleep. You'll naturally adjust to an earlier bedtime after a few days.

2) Sip All Your Coffee by 10 a.m.
Get your caffeine fix right when you roll out of bed. It'll take effect within half an hour and stay in your body throughout the afternoon, when people who wake up early are typically most exhausted. You can have all you want, but just make sure you switch to decaf or some other noncaffeinated drink by 10. That way, it'll all be out of your system by bedtime.

3) Go to the Gym After Work
Sleep experts used to believe that an a.m. workout was a great way to wake up the body. But actually, the ideal time is right after work, especially if you want some shut-eye. Three to five hours after exercising, your temperature starts to drop. That tells your brain that it's time for sleep. If you work out in the morning, your brain gets that sleep signal midday and throws off your rhythm. By scheduling workouts for around 5:30 p.m., and having drinks and dinner at the right time, your body will be ready for bed at the right time.

Moments

A single moment of misunderstanding is so poisonous, that it makes us forget the hundreds of lovable moments spent together within a minute.

Compliments

Compliments.. sometimes you need it, sometimes you don`t even care, truely depends on the situation and who it comes from. Thats my personal take. Well we all have our views, needs and feeds thats a true variation.

Compliments out of sincerety or plainly to attract or in some cases a cynical or sarcastic approach, thats if you are good in realizing the intent of the compliment at the first place. That if you wanna take it seriously, or another approach is to careless which is the safest way i guess.

Sometimes compliments do motivate, sometimes it demotivates if used the other way round. Intimidation also can be caused. As a human being with emotions we expect at a certain level some kind off compliment or appreciation, yes thats the other word i guess that can be used that means the same.

In a cheeky way.. you can use compliment to trigger a person to be moved or heartfelt, that is if that person is the kinda sensitive on that matter or other words just to tease his or her mind and emotions. Depends solely how you wanna use it and when to use it. The beauty of an action which mostly is verbal, that can be inevitable to the human soul.

Wow oh wow... you compliments do trigger me. Thinking and writting. Aihhhh...(tweeking my forehead)

wasalam

Ohh You smartphones

Here`s a topic that some may think of or careless about.

Smartphones but silly batteries!!, thats my take. Yeah i know we dont live in a perfect world but would you expect that buying a smartphone price around 2K and above would at least have a battery that last a wee bit longer then a day (with heavy usage of data that is)..

If you wanna save the batteries you have to switch of the WiFI or 4G or 3G data carrier then your so called smartphone will only be a phone, odd as it sound using bluetooth on a smartphone consume as much batteries as using the internet, like what???.

The previous phones (not so smartphones) would like last days even if you switched on the bluetooth. Doesn`t anyone care?? That your willing to buy a mobile powerbank just to feed the need of your smartphone. Maybe i`m asking to much but don`t we expect more from the developer of this smartphones that cost us thousands to purchase? maybe the consumer has no right and actually the manufacturer has the most rights... am i right? don`t agree if you don`t feel like..

Just an aching issue that`s been like there but never attended to... why oh why??

-sigh-